According to Camika Shelby, her son Nigel had a bubbly personality that was filled with enthusiasm and she didn’t see any signs of him planning on committing suicide. Nigel Shelby was an openly-gay 15-year old that was dealing with depression and bulling at school. Camika shared her memories and Nigel’s struggle with the Washington Post.

Nigel’s death points to a larger demographic trend, with suicide rates among young African Americans increasing while dropping for white peers. Researchers reported last February in the Journal of Adolescent Health that LGBTQ teens are also more likely to die by suicide than heterosexuals of the same age, NBC News has reported.

Camika stated that Nigel was the sunshine in her life. May the precious memories of him and his sunshine get her through this difficult time.

If you or anyone you know is battling depression or having suicidal thoughts, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.